Monday 6 October 2014

Letter to the king

Dear Abba Father,

Thinking about you alone brings me to emotion. I am so overwhelmed by your beauty Lord. I have never experienced love like this before. This love is indescribable, pure, genuine, unchanging and unconditional. This love is beyond  measure.
All the years I have spent searching for love like this , only to realise that your love can't be compared to any other. Going through all the heartache , disappointment and sometimes not even realising that YOU were the answer to all of my pain.

It saddens me when I think of all the time I spent without even acknowledging you. I was lost and caught up in this world, adhering to all the desires of the flesh. Living my life selfishly and dangerously without you. Running away from not only you but myself . Burying my feelings at the bottom of a wine bottle, going out every night trying to escape from the torment and chaos my mind was in. Allowing them demons to take refuge.

But........

Despite all of that! you came in and rescued me again!! You always manage to come at the right time and pick me up when I am on the verge of giving up. You have NEVER given up on me and always remain true to your word.

Its my turn to show you my love Lord, to show you my gratitude, to be faithful and loyal to you. I want to dwell with you for the rest of my days. You are my everything!!!!!!!!!
❤❤❤❤❤

Thank you for all the times you rescued me
Thank you for all the times you cared
Thank you for never giving up on me
Thank you for guiding me
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for forgiving all my wrongs
Thank you for believing in me
Thank you for your grace and mercy
Thank you for healing me
Thank you for choosing me
Thank you for changing me
Thank you for your anointing
Thank you for being you...!!! ✨